思想复杂中。。。

很久没有写了。。。
没办法。。。
真的很忙。。。

而且啊。。。
我想说的东西。。。
全让M10 们说完了。。。
咧如。。。
最后一次的同学会。。。
毕业感言。。。
等等。。。

说真的。。。我最近很忙啊。。。
学校里，忙考试，忙测验，忙大考。。。
在家里，忙礼服（我家千金美女要嫁人了），忙布置，忙收拾。。。
忙啊忙。。。
再忙就亡了。。。。
唉。。。。
讲话也像老人家。。。
长气啊。。。

我到了现在还是没办法为我的未来做决定。。。
很烦啊。。。
我想和大家一起读书。。。
可是我能吗？
我有能力吗？
还是个未知数。。。

唉。。。
为什么会这样烦脑的？？？
我真的很怕做错选择啊。。。
我好恨啊。。。

我的家。。。我不想爱。。。也不想恨。。。

我并不觉得全是我的错，

我只是在陈述我的想法！

希望你们都懂！

不要只是认为我太好命。。。

你们不但不懂，还否定我。。。

我不想再谈同样的话题。。。

只是会让我更加激动，更加讨厌这个家庭。。。

如果我们没有那么复杂就好了。。。

如果他们没有那么自私就好了。。。

如果他们没有那么霸道就好了。。

如果我再大胆一点就好了。。。

如果我再凶一点就好了。。。

如果我的脸皮厚一点就好了。。。

如果我。。。

我除了说如果还是如果。。。

这全都是不可能的事情！！！

算了，我将离开这里。。。

我不削呆在这个自私自利的大家庭。。。

我觉得，也许，我搬出来，是不会错的。。。

也许我会想家，

但我不会稀罕去了解你们的消息或者那些家族新闻了。。。

这不但然我觉得累，而且就算它再精彩。。。

它也跟我搭不上关系。。。

再说，越精彩的东西。。。

通常都是一个大家都感兴趣的丑闻。。。

也让我们觉得丢脸的丑闻。。。

Earth Hour!!! 28th of March

Earth Hour, which on 28th of March, 8:30 p.m.
lights go out all around the world....
Malaysia also one of the country who take part of it...
and also, my house of the whole pekan also done it!
hahahaha....

many tansports slow down their speed cause there was so dark outside my house...
hahahaha...

my brother switch off all the light and also the fan, by 8.30 p.m.
haha....

without the electrical entertainment, i just walk walk at my house's small garden....
there was an amazing things happen!
i saw the 营火虫 that i didn't saw for almost 15 years....
i still remember that, when i am 5, i am very scare this kind insect, just because it has the small light...some more that time there has many many 萤火虫 fly over here and over there....i thought it is something that i call as ghost...
hahaha...how stupid i am...

after that time, i never saw any 萤火虫 any more...
until this night, i saw it, but it is only one!
just one!
suddenly feel upset, because think that the insect may be face the pollution and their quantity has getting less and less...
haiz.....

i hope we can save our world from getting hurt again....
haiz....but, it is quite hard also, since still many of them say,
haiya....no need so troublesome la...
the whole pekan also didn't do it, switch them on...
this is my uncle three eh 台词...
really @#$%!!!
i just make him as nothings...
no need mention him so much, and he just step back to his bedroom.

haiz...just hope this kind eh person can regret their bad behavior....
so that, it can help us save our world more efficiency!

for more efficiency to save the world...
we can try to switch off the electrical when we are no needed...
while it had became our habits, we also can save the world...
gambateh!
just believe that,
we can, we are able, we will done it!

what should i do....

我应该怎样选择呢？？
很烦啊。。。。

AFA ？我能进咩？
AAC？要吗？
degree？我要去那里读？

烦啊。。。
烦哪。。。
烦得不敢相信。。。

those ans most scared by men and me!

Three answers most scared by men

(1）随 便 (Whatever)

男 : Men: What to have for dinner?
女：Women: Whatever..

男：Men: Why not we have steamboat?
女：Women: Don't want, eat steamboat later got pimples on my face

男：Men: Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine
女：Women: Yesterday ate Si Chuan, today eat again?

男：Men: Hmm..... I suggest we have seafood
女：Women: Seafood not good also, later I might got diarrhea

男：Men: Then what you suggest?
女：Women : Whatever..

（2）都行 (Anything)

男：Men: So what should we do now?
女：Women: Anything

男：Men: How about watching movie? Long time we didn't watch movie
女：Women: Watching movie not good, waste time only

男：Men: How about we play bowling, do some exercises?
女：Women: Exercise in such hot day? Don't u feel tired?

男：Men: Then we find a café and have drink
女：Women: Drink coffee will affect my sleep

男：Men: So, what you suggest then?
女：Women: Anything!!!（

3）看你 (You decide)

男：Men: Then we just go home lo
女：Women: You decide

男：Men: Let's take a bus, I will accompany you
女：Women: Bus is dirty and crowded. Don't want la

男：Men: Ok we will take Taxi
女： Women: Not worth it la... for such a short distance

男：Men: Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
女：Women: So hungry, empty stomach how to walk?

男：Men: Then what you suggest?
女：Women: You decide

男： Men: Let's have dinner first
女：Women: Whatever...

男：Men: Eat what?
女： Women: Anyting


（看看四下无人，杀了她......） (Look around... if no ones here, just kill her....)

those ans who scared by me

at collage, during the break...
(1)
me: go mana makan?
they all: tak tahu...
me: go chopper board?
they all: wan meh?
: geli liao.
: can go other one?

(2)
me: go where eat?
they all: don't know
me: how about curry mee?
they all: yer....
( i know they 'yer' what...)( they don't like curry mee)

(3)
me: 去哪里吃？
they all: 随便！
me: what place i say, they will have some argument one...

i also don't know y they wan say cincai, don't know....
swt...swt...swt...

me very scare those ans...
and the muder will be those ppl who ans me!
if they don't kill me, i think i will commit suicide....
hahaha....

just kidding la, my dearest classmate...
hahaha...

1st week of sem break...

during 1st week of my sem break...
me really do nothings...sien lo....
i don't know what things i need to do...what should i do or i must find what to do...
haiz...how bored i am...
during this weeks, i only, sleep, eat, enjoy drama, then sleep and eat and enjoy drama again...
i already finish two drama le...
now already no mood continue the next drama....
very vey bored la!!!

i try to find ppl go for a short and simple travel within malaysia...
haiz, it is not a simple job for me...especially i'm no exprience on this erea one...
haiz....

what should i do during the next two weeks sem break....
really bored la...

long time no see!!

hi! long time no see lo...
long time didn't post out, can't blame me also la...
as we know, when CNY, all chinese sure bo eng one, me also, then hor the final pulak place before the CNY....GOD!!!!
now, it is past, i'm not going to re-fresh the terrible memory....

when CNY, one bad things happen in my hometown...
one of my pri-school and sec-school mate's brother was died on accident....
this accindent happened when i am prepare for my next two paper...
his brother also one of my course mate...
haiz....

when my mom told me about this, i can't eccept it...
it had affect me still no mood eat, or study ...
how come it can happen...
haiz...

what i can do is...
only with the wishes...
请安息, 开希...
大家会怀念你的...

hiaz...only at the begining of the year nia...
it look like not a good new year...
y like that li???
hope it can change...
pray.....